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[ColorMySoul]

ColorMySoul

I hear "drama" or "dramatic". I also hear "slow" and "soft". I hear "sand" and I see, feel, and hear a tidal wave calmly moving towards you. I hear someone saying "there is darkness there", but you disagree, and try to show this person otherwise (I think it's a male). He turns to walk away, while feeling sad.

I see you wearing a necklace with a black circle on it. I see you holding onto it and praying.

I see the same male trying to come back to where you are, near where the wave is, but there's something blocking his way.

WOOOWWW!!! I was shocked with what you picked up on. I love how you get symbols, so we're able to interpret it our own way.

Okay, lemme try to desipher this..


The first thing I want to point out, because it rang so obvious, what the necklace with a black circle that I pray to. I DO have a necklace I pray to!! It's a pentagram, so it's a star within a circle. I often take it off to pray and use it like a rosary or cross. Very good!!

After rereading your post, you have me feeling very sad. I've been fighting with myself about how to tell my boyfriend about my religion. I'm Pagan and he's Christian. I'm very worried how to tell him so that he will understand and won't be mad. The "drama" could be the fight we have about it, if it occurs. The "slow" and "soft" could be how I tell him. He could be the one saying "there is darkness there," which of course I will agree with because I know there's nothing DARK about my religion. To have him walk away scares me. If this is the truth about what will happen when I tell him, I think I'll keep it a secret.

As for the wave, I'm not sure. I watched a movie once (Village of the *Badword*). The kids were aliens and could read minds. In order to block them, this guy thought of the ocean waves. It protected his thoughts. So my only thought about waves could be my protection against the "drama" and "there is darkness there." To find a safe space, or something like that. Hmm.. What do you think?


Thank you so much for your reading. Someday, I'm going to try to do this myself, and I'll be sure to read for you to pay you back.
Blessings and love,
Beth

[Paige]

Hi Beth,

It's your interpretation, so I think you are the best one to talk to about this! I don't know how you feel about keeping secrets from him, but I don't think he would be happy if he ever found out that you were hiding this from him. I think you might want to consider what is more important to you: him accepting you fully (including knowing about your religion) or him not knowing about it, and never knowing if he would fully accept you for who you are. I hope this makes sense.

please don't feel obligated to return a reading! I really just wanted to try it out, and see how it goes... and I know people like to receive readings...

[Paige]

fooze

fooze, I keep seeing a male playing a racquet sport (squash comes to mind first). He is competitive, and behaves like he is a good sportsman (he will congratulate his opponent), but in his head, he is different. He hates losing, and always wants to win. This strikes me as being a male of South Asian descent.

"On the radio." I'm not sure if you listen to the radio, or if you've recently heard something on the radio that's really struck you.

"Present. Just forget." I feel like you need to focus on the present, and forget what's happened that's holding you back. "Balance" and "across" are also words I hear.

"Sensitive" and "immature" also came to me. "So-called luck" and "fantasy".

I see something being stretched (it looks like clay or plastercine).

"There's no damage." I think this might mean that you feel like you hurt someone, and maybe they did hurt, but they have forgiven you, and that things are okay.

"One leg at a time".

"solvent" or "solve it". "mix it up and spill it out."
"decrease the threshold".

I'm sorry that I don't have many objects or symbols that you might be able to interpret. I hope you understand these messages!

[Paige]

Dot

I get "the shallow end" and "save the secret for someone else"

There's a magnet heart.

Colossus (not sure what this was until I looked it up)... name of a movie theatre franchise

"Rest in Plath". Sylvia Plath was a poet. I'm not sure if you're familiar with her work or not. It could just mean that you can find comfort in poetry/writing.

Hmm... interesting. I did a search, and Plath wrote a poem called "The Colossus." A link to it: http://www.eliteskills.com/analysis_poetry...th_analysis.php

I keep getting "self-sacrifice." I feel like you are making a sacrifice in order to give others what they want, rather than what you want.

I hear "hummingbird"

This song came to mind: "Speechless" by Melissa O'Neil. A link to the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XWMl9tlma0

I hope you can relate to something I've said.

[fooze]

Paige, you got one hit:

"On the radio." I'm not sure if you listen to the radio, or if you've recently heard something on the radio that's really struck you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LSsZ04oGaDA

The young man stands on the edge of his porch
The days were short and the father was gone
There was no one in the town and no one in the field
This dusty barren land had given all it could yield

I've been kicked off my land at the age of sixteen
And I have no idea where else my heart could have been
I placed all my trust at the foot of this hill
And now I am sure my heart can never be still
So collect your courage and collect your horse
And pray you never feel this same kind of remorse

Seal my heart and break my pride
I've nowhere to stand and now nowhere to hide
Align my heart, my body, my mind
To face what I've done and do my time

Well you are my accuser, now look in my face
Your oppression reeks of your greed and disgrace
So one man has and another has not
How can you love what it is you have got
When you took it all from the weak hands of the poor?
Liars and thieves you know not what is in store

There will come a time I will look in your eye
You will pray to the God that you always denied
The I'll go out back and I'll get my gun
I'll say, "You haven't met me, I am the only son"

Seal my heart and brake my pride
I've nowhere to stand and now nowhere to hide
Align my heart, my body, my mind
To face what I've done and do my time

Well yes sir, yes sir, yes it was me
I know what I've done, cause I know what I've seen
I went out back and I got my gun
I said, "You haven't met me, I am the only son"

[Paige]

one hit is better than none, i guess

nice song! i hadn't heard it before... it's different from what i usually hear. thanks for introducing me to it

[Dot]

EDIT: I've sent you a PM, Paige.

[nigel]

you can try do a reading on me if you want

[Catrina]

I'd like to practice reading others. Feel free to post if you wouldn't mind me trying to read you.

Practice on me!

[artist27]

I wouldn't mind if you read me. I'm always open to that.

[Sparklyy]

oh and just remembered
quote paige:"Red poppy"

My guide loves these

[Victoria]

(Village of the *Badword*).

'damned' is not a bad word in Oz...
I've often wondered why it is in US.

Do you know?

Hope I haven't offended anyone.

[Blue Eyes]

Feel free to practice on me anytime.

[Chiili]

*plink*
That's me adding myself to your little basket of readings

[Paige]

Chiili

Chiili, I see a woman with dark, curly neck or shoulder-length. She is energetic and loves to dance. She works with computers/administration. She's into fitness (yoga comes to mind). She loves to talk, but needs to slow down.

I heard "settle down"

I heard "ranger" (french for "to clean, to tidy). I'm not sure if this is referring to your room, or to something else.

"someone's there for you"

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I apologize for the long gap in replying... I haven't been getting anything until today, for Chiili. Thank you for everyone's patience! I will keep trying to get something for everyone...