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Matcha
Some medications (usually brain ones I imagine) can block or shift psychic ability. Every antipsychotic I've ever been on has blocked my ability. Plus, they all make it harder to think... but that is another issue. I am back on a very small dose of my antipsychotic, but already an almost quiet feeling has resulted. It feels as if the negativity would have to try really hard to effect me... granted they do not channel through another human.

(The rest is not about the Poll and I really don't like posting about myself so much... sorry)

This channeling I have figured out was the main problem... as you've heard I share a room with up to eight people... male and female. Whenever a certain male is present I have the problem. (All my roommates are flight attendants or pilots so they are not present all the days.) Other nights I can push away the negativity by using a number of techniques.

The thing that makes it really difficult for me to handle is the channeling is in the same room. (Before my medication) I've shared rooms before with no such channeling. I even had an male for a roommate (not in the same room, but pretty close), and there was no problem...

I would very much want to move, but it was required for me to pay the first and last months rent when I moved in. I planned on staying two months... so I've already paid for my whole stay. If I back out now I would have to move home. I would have to admit defeat in my attempt to get my life back together.

I am not brave enough to confront anyone because evidence lacks substance. They could just deny it. I have no idea what tricks the negative energy is playing on this person. I would wonder if the negative energy is playing tricks on me and it isn't this person, but I have evidence otherwise... evidence that few people would believe. The only option appears to be to block my psychic ability and curse the metapsychical world for giving me such a lame one to begin with. Curse the angels for not helping me. Curse myself for not knowing how to block without medication. Curse the entire situation. &*(#$*&*#$@*&$ *@#($#&$* (@#&$*(#@
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After my two months is up I will try life without medication again... you better be there to help me then angels!
Brightside
One of the mains things I have learned about being spiritual, is fear & negativity creates more fear & negativity..... Spirit always remind me to be POSITIVE.....

You will always find negative people, negative situations but if you are positive, try to see a brightside to the situation & don't let it affect you adversly then in most circumstances you will be ok.... The mind is a very powerful thing... It takes belief, constant training & self re-assurance to get it working the way I think it should.....

* I don't know about your medication, so I can't really comment on or about that & how this affects you............
fooze
I suppose blocking your psychic powers would be a good thing if they were making your life hard, so I'll answer yes.
Armadodecadron
It will not last. There is nothing that can protect you from yourself.
Matcha
QUOTE (Armadodecadron @ Apr 14 2009, 08:33 PM) *
It will not last. There is nothing that can protect you from yourself.

Maybe, but it has worked for years. All my medications protect me from myself that is the very nature of mood stabilizers, antipsychotic, and anti-depressants. Sometimes this protection can last a whole lifetime... even with its help I know there are limitations I face because of my illness. Add onto that another psychic once told me, "It is not unusual for dark entities to prey upon people with mental health issues." The wolf picks out the weak deer. Growing beyond just taking medication is why professionals say you need, "Education, Medication, and Therapy." So medication is just 1/3. Yet the other two are useless if you are in an unstable state.
Thebigtheory
in the poll I put no, never.
because all you have to do is white light wink.gif and think happy thoughts wink.gif

medication can do that hun. your medication is probably blocking it. i read somewhere that some do that...
Dot
I voted "No" but let me explain.

If something wasn't working I'd tell myself it was because of my lack of 'trusting the universe' and not being powerful enough. There have been times where I've reigned over negative energies and were able to even change other people's auras. That's how powerful I was psychically. So, before turning towards medication I would try absolutely everything else, and be positive. If, for some reason, it didn't work, I would wait awhile and then maybe get meds... but I'd only use them until if maybe I was in better shape or something, so then my psychic abilities could come back... but, you can block your psychic abilities sometimes without meds.

Anyway, I wouldn't get rid of them. They've changed my life in many different ways.
Third Eye
Honestly, I cannot stand antipsychotic medications. I took them for years as a teenager(I was acting out and parents thought I was crazy), and they ruined my high school life. I was like a dud. I didn't have any spiritual experiences during that time, but I also didn't have much of a life either. Not only do these medications block your psychic ability, they block a good portion of your personality.

I live with 5 people myself, all family, and ALL very negative. I cannot meditate or do much of anything spiritual in the home because of their negativity that lingers. I leave the house to have my "nice" spiritual time. It sounds like you are only experiencing the negative spiritual things. Try leaving the house and going out in nature....meditate or whatever you may be interested in that is a positive spiritual thing. I think if you experience some good spiritual encounters that you may change your mind and could have the strength to know that good always overpowers the bad if you believe in it.

I know it can be difficult if you're scared or depressed(or any sort of non-good feeling). You can overcome these negative energies. Research different protective things people have done and try and see which one works best for you. Realize that your angels, spirit guides, or whatever you personally call them are always there for you, even though it doesn't always seem like it. (A way to get answers from them is to meditate and ask them. They always give you some sort of sign whether visual, audio, ect. It takes time to catch on to their answers because you have to be looking for these signs they're putting out there and it can be hard to catch on to sometimes). The angels protect you spiritually and physically. You keep saying how you want to help yourself in getting the negative energies to go away. The negative energy has not taken you over. That's one sign that your angels are protecting you. smile.gif
Matcha
QUOTE (Third Eye @ Apr 18 2009, 11:06 AM) *
You keep saying how you want to help yourself in getting the negative energies to go away. The negative energy has not taken you over. That's one sign that your angels are protecting you. smile.gif


I really do talk too much... sorry.

Do not feel bad, but this triggered a memory. One about the fear that I would lose control of myself to the point I would... hurt myself greatly... I cannot say what, as if sending it out online would make it happen. I always stop and hesitate even when saying it face to face. I cannot tell you.

Another fear was that I was trapped in hell forever. That all the women around me had been raped until they were broken and before the weekend was over I would be like them. (Needless to say I slept with my shoes and day clothes on.) This fear is more generic so I do not fear sending it out.

It is funny that I didn't remember the latter until just now. I collected bits and pieces of my memories into writing. I had PTSD, memories would pop out at me randomly, and needed to sort things out. I was done with the mania part and trying to put together the depression part (which I never finished... depression is much less entertaining), but I did not remember sleeping with my clothes on. There were so many different fears. Not all of them having to do with myself, but that I was being used to drag my family into hell as well.

Yet, I made it through that, and I am not presently in hell. My sister was told that most people forget a lot of their mania, but my memory of it is enough to keep me from wanting to experience the fun part of it again. It scares me that I might (very likely) go through it again. Frankly, the mania still scares me more then the depression. Yet depression interferes with life longer, making me feel weak and useless.

Yet in the very beginnings of psychosis I was lead down a path that got me into a hospital in half a day. I made it through depression. Crying many nights for God to kill me. Thinking I couldn't do it myself as it would hurt my family so much, but if God did it... As you can see he/she didn't kill me. I tried to kill myself once (I will not go into the rational about my family), but I thought that aspirin (beginning a pain killer) would make me draft off to sleep, into death. When I didn't get sleepy I called an emergency number to have someone to talk to while I died. I was told that aspirin would not kill me, it would destroy my organs. I didn't want to hurt myself... just to die.

Something lead me to make that misconception about aspirin and to save my organs from great damage. Damage that would have given me a long and painful death. (This also lead me to get of Abilify which really messed me up.)

Now a medication has fixed the imbalance, and I want to live. I realize I need to prove to myself that I can make it in the world. I want a job and friends. I am afraid of my family coming to my funeral and asking why only family showed up. "She didn't have any friends?" So I guess some people would call it God and Angels angel.gif, but even raised as a religious person I tend to call it 'something.'
Third Eye
I'm glad you're feeling better! biggrin.gif

Yah, mania and depression are definitely no laughing matter. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2 when I was a teenager. Somehow, I seem to have outgrown it. Either that, or developing my spirituality has helped me overcome it. I do remember taking Abilify though. What a horrible medicine...only made things worse. I recentaly came to discover that Abilify has a side effect of making people suicidal.

Oh, I am so happy you're starting to realize you can make it in the world. You most definitely can, and everyone deserves to enjoy life. We were put on this Earth to enjoy ourselves and to help others in their journey when they need some encouragement to do the same. Can you imagine if everyone were happy all the time? What a wonderful world that would be! dance.gif
Angel C
I think you should continue to take your medication and visit your Doctor, perhaps even get some counselling.....

But I would like to point out, that I believe that almost all experiences with negative energy are merely a reflection of our fears. Everyone has fears -sometimes they can become a bit "exagerated" - I know this from my own experience.

Read the book "Feel the Fear and do it anyway" by Susan Jeffers.

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It is not unusual for dark entities to prey upon people with mental health issues."
This is ridiculous and a dangerous thing to stay, it carries with it the "power of suggestion", and reinforces your worst fears. You need to forget all about this and replace it with something positive, a positive affrimation which works for you. How would that psychic know that?, it is just her opinion, based on her limited experience and view of the world and how it works. I doubt many others would agree. It is out-dated and well just plain stupidity!

I think you would find Reiki very helpful too.

Hope this helps, and well done for how far you have already overcome this.
Victoria
QUOTE (Brightside @ Apr 13 2009, 02:30 PM) *


* I don't know about your medication, so I can't really comment on or about that & how this affects you............



Me either, but I like what else you said, Brightside,

and... I know about cursing Third Eye... futile and risky -- what you give out you get back. * hug *

Look, you are allowed to be bothered... who wouldn't be? At first anyway. So yeh, you are allowed to be frustrated and bitter but you don't have to be.
fooze
Matcha was Last Seen: 6th July 2009 - 07:03 AM

I wonder if they are still around?
Angel C
Oh, this was an old thread. I see someone added to the poll, thats why it came up as new.

artist27
The last thing in the world I would want to do is block my abilities. I did it before because I was experiencing the same thing. I couldn't control my empathic side, and I was getting all these negative feelings of depression, fear and hopelessness. I felt so frustrated, because it didn't feel like me at all. It's not who I am inside, and never was...but I couldn't shake the feeling. Well, I lived with my mom who was like that. She was abusing sleeping pills, and drank a lot. So, whenever she was having an episode, my feelings would intensify WAY more, and I'd become angry and argue a lot. So, I did whatever I could to try to block whatever was making me feel that way. It worked...for a while. But my issues always came back up. Issues I needed to work on and control. Well, I gradually got it under control. Granted, it wasn't easy at all, but it was something I HAD to do for myself. To be at peace with my abilities and myself. Only then did my depression go away. I stopped feeling all the anger, and recognized that it wasn't me feeling it, it was someone else (anybody around me that was feeling it). Sometimes when I'm in a crowd of people I feel anger, sadness, happiness and whatever feeling you can think of all at once. Drove me mad! But, I learn to isolate each and every feeling and toss out the ones that I'm actually NOT feeling and keep my sense of well-being and am satisfied. I hope you work through it, because it will never go away. It's a part of you, the issue will always arise, just like it did with me and with everyone else in the forum, would be my guess. They only way you can be truly happy is not by running away from your abilities, but by learning to live with them. Otherwise you'll just be running from yourself the rest of your life, instead of trying to find out who you REALLY are on the inside. I hope this helped. I know what it's like to feel that way.


Kassandra
Chiaro
Hi there,
I would like to add my two cents. I had a very interesting reading done for me yesterday morning by a trance channeler. I have had some problems lately with feeling very "negative" energy & my normal ways of blocking it with shielding & grounding were not working. Clearing/cleansing the house seemed to help a bit but not for long. During my reading I was told that I needed to take supplements of magnesium, zinc & a little bit of potassium. That some of my nerves were too tense (I forget how this was worded, I am paraphrasing) and that essentially, Spiritual input was being recieved by the body as an attack or threat...which meant then that things that might not have normally been viewed as "negative" but merely as informational, were feeling like really unhealthy energies. I cannot say if this works as I just started today but I have a good feeling about it. Also, Minerals were specifically mentioned, not Vitamins, and I was told Not to get the Ultra-Minerals but the regular. I just thought I'd mention this as perhaps it might be something you could do that might lessen the need for antiphsychotics. Good luck!
Vendetta23
I voted no because I have this nature abillity to block out and protection myself from negative energy, I suppose that could be a lot of thanks to my earth-y abilities.

You can imagine a protection bubble around you.

If someone feels like they are shooting daggers at you imagine yourself sending them love and flowers.

If someone is yelling at you for a reason or not you can imagine a mirror in the palm of your hand or in front of you to bounce that bad energy back.
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