In the midst of a situation I face. I returened to an area from where my wife was from, and where I also called home. Throughout the entire process of going through a break up I noticed that many people I thought were friends really turned out not to be so. It is sad that many of my wife's friends turned out to be just that. In many respects many of our friends seemed to be hers, as I had friends, but not as many nor as close.
One friend comes into mind in particular. She acted as a go between during a very painful seperation, and divorce. She has remained my friend, and I believe still keeps in touch with my former wife. She lives with a man who is much younger than herself, their relationship is very unconventional and unstable. It almost seems that she controls information coming from my wife, and in turn has me as a kind of "man in reserve." I do not even date, but seem to associate with this person taking her out to eat, places where one would go etc., that her "boy friend" should take her. Another friend who was and is still a friend of my wife who divorced me contacted me by phone. This other friend is going through a divorce now herself, and wanted me to purger myself as to her husband's statements about their marriage.
I have other friends who are not involved thankfully, but the people who were are still around. My wife lives some thirty miles away from me and we are not in contact now. Save for as you might have guessed people who know other people. It seems as if deception is all around me.
I have always had a strange sense that not all was right for many years. It is indeed difficult to "read" yourself though psychic abilities to people who are close to you as other emotions are so easily confused with other psychic emotions and feelings. I have had such feelings from others who if unrelated to me I would easily be able to "feel" that yes this is a bad situation, with some hope if they were willing to live with such a thing. However for someone inside the "soap opera" would and could confuse it with a sense of paranoia which I have tried to laugh off and deny. But all my feelings and abilities seem to point to "dirty deeds" done by friends who really never were friends. I would have thought myself "nuts" had I not seen this other person's husband hit with the same "games" that were played on me. Now I can only feel sorry for everyone involved.
Usually I can "read" or psychically sense what is going on.... I am too close to all of this. Too close to really understand what is the truth?
Full Version: Friends, family and confusion
QUOTE (Lastman @ Jul 5 2009, 11:24 PM) 
Usually I can "read" or psychically sense what is going on.... I am too close to all of this. Too close to really understand what is the truth?
It's not always easy to look at your own life objectively, Lastman, but if you can step aside and look from a detached 3rd person point-of-view you sometimes see things with clarity. It is then that the truth becomes apparent to you.
My message on this is that your suspicions are for the most part well-founded. It is time to close the gate to the past and step onto a new path.
QUOTE (Lastman @ Jul 6 2009, 04:24 AM)
In the midst of a situation I face. I returened to an area from where my wife was from, and where I also called home. Throughout the entire process of going through a break up I noticed that many people I thought were friends really turned out not to be so. It is sad that many of my wife's friends turned out to be just that. In many respects many of our friends seemed to be hers, as I had friends, but not as many nor as close.
One friend comes into mind in particular. She acted as a go between during a very painful seperation, and divorce. She has remained my friend, and I believe still keeps in touch with my former wife. She lives with a man who is much younger than herself, their relationship is very unconventional and unstable. It almost seems that she controls information coming from my wife, and in turn has me as a kind of "man in reserve." I do not even date, but seem to associate with this person taking her out to eat, places where one would go etc., that her "boy friend" should take her. Another friend who was and is still a friend of my wife who divorced me contacted me by phone. This other friend is going through a divorce now herself, and wanted me to purger myself as to her husband's statements about their marriage.
I have other friends who are not involved thankfully, but the people who were are still around. My wife lives some thirty miles away from me and we are not in contact now. Save for as you might have guessed people who know other people. It seems as if deception is all around me.
I have always had a strange sense that not all was right for many years. It is indeed difficult to "read" yourself though psychic abilities to people who are close to you as other emotions are so easily confused with other psychic emotions and feelings. I have had such feelings from others who if unrelated to me I would easily be able to "feel" that yes this is a bad situation, with some hope if they were willing to live with such a thing. However for someone inside the "soap opera" would and could confuse it with a sense of paranoia which I have tried to laugh off and deny. But all my feelings and abilities seem to point to "dirty deeds" done by friends who really never were friends. I would have thought myself "nuts" had I not seen this other person's husband hit with the same "games" that were played on me. Now I can only feel sorry for everyone involved.
Usually I can "read" or psychically sense what is going on.... I am too close to all of this. Too close to really understand what is the truth?
One friend comes into mind in particular. She acted as a go between during a very painful seperation, and divorce. She has remained my friend, and I believe still keeps in touch with my former wife. She lives with a man who is much younger than herself, their relationship is very unconventional and unstable. It almost seems that she controls information coming from my wife, and in turn has me as a kind of "man in reserve." I do not even date, but seem to associate with this person taking her out to eat, places where one would go etc., that her "boy friend" should take her. Another friend who was and is still a friend of my wife who divorced me contacted me by phone. This other friend is going through a divorce now herself, and wanted me to purger myself as to her husband's statements about their marriage.
I have other friends who are not involved thankfully, but the people who were are still around. My wife lives some thirty miles away from me and we are not in contact now. Save for as you might have guessed people who know other people. It seems as if deception is all around me.
I have always had a strange sense that not all was right for many years. It is indeed difficult to "read" yourself though psychic abilities to people who are close to you as other emotions are so easily confused with other psychic emotions and feelings. I have had such feelings from others who if unrelated to me I would easily be able to "feel" that yes this is a bad situation, with some hope if they were willing to live with such a thing. However for someone inside the "soap opera" would and could confuse it with a sense of paranoia which I have tried to laugh off and deny. But all my feelings and abilities seem to point to "dirty deeds" done by friends who really never were friends. I would have thought myself "nuts" had I not seen this other person's husband hit with the same "games" that were played on me. Now I can only feel sorry for everyone involved.
Usually I can "read" or psychically sense what is going on.... I am too close to all of this. Too close to really understand what is the truth?
you really need some kind of order in your life since they are her friends now as you stated thee is no reason why you should really talk to them anymore etc seems to just bring more drama into your life hope you find someone with way less drama and shadows
/bow
If possible, remove yourself from the situation for a while. Take a road trip across your country, meet some new people and get some perspective.
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