On August 4th, just before midday i received an email reading from Victoria.. read through it...and thought... ok... nice reading, but doubt that this will happen... but still made me feel good that my fantasies of what i wanted in life had a chance to be reality... it started by saying that i was not destined to go through life alone, although if i had to i would still have a happy life. which is very true. i had come to a point in my life where i was happy being me, and enjoyed my own company (most of the time). i wasn't searching for anyone, and just liked being me...

two men were mentioned, one i recognised as my ex partner, who is still in my life because of the children. the second one, i had no idea who this was. described as someone with dark hair, a joker with a great sense of humour, very easy going.

victoria also saw me with my bags packed, ready to go somewhere.. (this comment often comes up with victoria, for me)...

she also mentioned the names chris, and colleen...

when i first started going to the chat room (in fact i think it was the first time i met victoria), i did ask if i was going to find someone to grow old with... her response was: no, you're going to find someone to stay young with...

ok now onto the confirmation part..... the name chris, is the name of my eldest son... who has just remembered he has a mum after 'forgetting' to tell me his new number and address for 2 years (kids!!!)...

on the evening of august the 4th (same day as i received my email reading), the most amazing man zoomed into my life... with dark hair (most of it is now grey, but is still dark at the back), a joker with a great sense of humour, very easy going. when we're together, we're like two kids with the keys to a toy store.. someone i'm enjoying being young with...

his eldest son is also named chris... and the name colleen?? meant absolutely nothing to me... then my friend told me about a 'coliln' who has played a major part in his recent life..

as my new friend lives in another country... chances are looking good for me to have my bags packed :D

where this relationship is heading, i have no idea.. how long it will last.. no idea about that either... but i'm loving every moment of it.. and will always cherish it for what it is... so long or short... i'm so glad this man is in my life... and amazed at how accurate Victoria was with it.. (bet Victoria didn't see it happening so quickly though...hehehe)..

i have had a lot of amazing messages from Victoria regarding my spiritual growth... some of which, at the time, i didn't believe.. but have all happened...

Christine once told me.. that a meeting i was to have the next day wouldn't go as well as i was hoping, and i thought.. nah... it's straight forward.. nothing can go wrong.... guess what... it didn't go as i was hoping/expected... and is still ongoing because of that initial meeting...

Thank you Victoria, Christine, Laila, Linda, Kerry, and Alyssa.. you all have helped guide me to be the person i am today with your words of wisdom, insight, and encouragement..

Yay to the guild!!!