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  1. itsMEagain

    Stuffy in here? I better vent!

    What makes you say this? Not disagreeing with you, just curious.
  2. itsMEagain

    Stuffy in here? I better vent!

    I completely agree with you and very much appreciate your input. I've been sitting, thinking about my post, reading over it, I realize I don't feel that anger inside of me anymore. I think it's very unfortunate that I have such a hard time dealing with my situation and the emotions I go through. I do post stuff like this mostly hoping someone will agree that my anger is justified or that it's not just me that thinks certain things are screwed up. I feel like by putting it out there in black and white and giving it some time so that when I come back to read it (after my emotions have settled) gives me an opportunity to view the situation with "fresh" eyes. Clearly it was a very big deal to me at that time. I know I still haven't forgiven or forgotten any of it, but at least I don't get all emotional over it. I get so wrapped up in negative stuff. I really need to get out more. I suddenly feel the need to sit out in the sun. Kinda wierd.
  3. itsMEagain

    Feng Shui and 'fake' crystals

    Thanks for all the help. I ended up getting her a quartz. I hung it in front of the corner. She seems happier, and has been pretty active. It's refreshing to see her life this!
  4. itsMEagain

    Stuffy in here? I better vent!

    I do feel very angry whenever I think about negative points in my life. That's why I'm wondering if I even know how to forgive. I don't ever seem to let go of things. I'd really rather not carry this crap with me.
  5. itsMEagain

    Stuffy in here? I better vent!

    Hi! ItsMeAgain! Ok, where to start..... I'm beginning to think "forgiveness" is overrated. But, then again, I'm not even sure I know what forgiveness is. I have my boyfriend, he is a recovering narcissist (he just doesn't know it), if there is a such thing. I'm beginning to believe there is. Anyway, he made a mistake with a stupid girl (no, not sex stuff) that made him a stupid boy. I say this because the things he did and said made me call him "stupid" over and over again in my head. She's stupid because she coulda had a great friend but unfortunately she has a very bad habit that makes her lose all her friends that are girls, er, women...i'm probably going to be referring to all of us as boys and girls just cause its just what i'm use to. We are all adults, very much so. AGAIN, anyway...what he did really hurt my heart, my feelings, my trust, our relationship, etc. I stayed with him because I really do not believe he wanted to screw her, I just think her flirting gives him a big head (no, not the one in his pants). He loves to have his ego stroked and she loves to stroke men's egos. The flirting bothered me because I noticed her flirting wasn't just how she was. She wouldn't act that way when her boyfriend was around and I caught her slipping a couple times in my presence. Another time, I don't think she realized I could hear her real well on the other side of the door. That told me she was trying to be sneaky with it. I bit my tongue incase it was just me being jealous, but then my other friend was like, "dude, wtf is she doing?" She was in the other room throwing darts with my boyfriend giggling her little ass off like a little school girl. THEN when I went to confront her about it, what does my boyfriend do? HE TOTALLY HAS HER BACK ON THE SITUATION!! That ######ing idiot! I wasn't even talking to him, I was talking to HER! ######ING IDIOT!! That ###### hurt. Here's this b*tch being disrespectful in my house, flirting with my boyfriend, calling me her bestfriend, LYING to me, as if I'm ######ing delusional, trying to tell me she wasn't giggling, that they were just talking. I HAD A WITNESS! Thank God! And this was after these two little assholes got caught up in this bullshit texting incident. To make a long story short, I had asked him if he heard from her that day, he said no. That was a lie, he had been texting her asking if she wanted to throw darts, blah blah blah, she was like, "you can come over here and we can play", he said, "I'd love to but my woman is asleep and I don't think she'd be too happy about that." She's all like,"wait, what? I thought this was her!!" Yeah!! Dumb b*tch tried saying the whole time she thought she was texting me cause she had him under "him" and had me under "him's girl so and so." AND THEN she comes to me acting like she has my back with him being all disloyal, offering up her phone as if he was being inappropriate with her, which he wasn't, unless she deleted those texts because she was probably being inappropriate back. Telling me that he asked her why she gave me her phone and that she told him, "because that's my girl and that's how I roll." Come to find out she actually apologized to him for it because I just yanked it out of her hand!!! Looking over this I could see someone wondering why I don't believe her and to that I say..."CAUSE SHE'S A BONAFIDE HOMEWRECKER!!" It's a damn shame how horrible I am at reading people. I honestly thought this girl was a true blue good Christian woman. Once I got a peek through that wool, I opened my eyes and started realizing she is scum of the earth. No wonder she has no girlfriends. I honestly thought she was going to the back room to "talk" to these guys. Like her Christian beliefs made her some kind of sought after therapist for troubled minds of married and engaged men!! She slipped and forgot I had cameras outside my garage and I busted her kissing her friend who was engaged to who use to be her friend. That ain't no ######. She's wrecked my good friends marriage and yes I know it takes two to tango but these dumb ass men see her legs and ass for days and her bubbly, ego stroking personality and they get stupefied. Boy don't they end up regretting it. They all stay with their wives/girlfriends because they love them and they see what she really is about and they don't want that, not in the long run anyway, but the damage is done. How do you forgive someone for hurting you like that? I use to consider the situation was forgiven, but every time I think about it, I get so angry and hurt!! I wish so much I could just get the ###### over it, but I cant. What happened to loyalty? Honesty? These damn b*tches I keep mistaking as friends, what the hell is wrong with them? This new chic we met seemed pretty cool, but then she throws in her wrench by sending my man a friend request and not me!! (I hate that that sounds so childish) Then its like, I should've went with my gut the very first moment we met, or she met my man. She stared at him and I couldn't quite make out if it was a "hey you look familiar" stare or a "hey, you look kind of fun" type of stare. After that, every time she came over she would just stare at him when she would talk to "us." This one night she was on the phone trying to hang up and used me as a scape goat, "hey I gotta let you go so I can help this b*tch with her dinner!" I hate that passive aggressive ######!! She makes it like she's just trying to get off the phone, but calling me a b*tch? I wish I would have said something then and there. But sense then she has just been so super duper nice. Giving me a hug when she sees me, apologizing for not coming around. I got so much more, but I have things to do. Any thoughts or 2cents, advice, whatever is welcome.
  6. itsMEagain

    Is she completely against me?

    Man, if she thinks I'm lazy, i wonder what she thinks of her son! I've never been much of a home maker, but I get by! I really appreciate you taking the time on this, but I'm really not too concerned about having her like me. I'm having a pretty difficult time putting my thoughts into words. I'm gonna have to come back to this with a clearer head!
  7. itsMEagain

    Is she completely against me?

    I have 32 active posts!. Please feel free to respond!
  8. itsMEagain

    Is she completely against me?

    Thanks so much for responding! And yes, his moms behavior does effect our relationship. See, his mom is bffs with his high school sweetheart! I know she would rather her son be with her (even though she's married and he's with me). She makes it to where they meet up at her house "unknowingly". I feel he thinks hes obligated because his mom does everything for him. EVERYTHING! She's an enabler and that's what he's used to. I believe he loves me, but in love? I dunno. As for them, i don't "know" if I'm just being jealous (which i won't deny, i can be) and maybe I'm wrong about the deceitfulness that seems me to be going on. I JUST DON'T KNOW! its exhausting!
  9. itsMEagain

    Is she completely against me?

    I have a very difficult relationship with my boyfriend. His mother doesn't help. She is really nice to my face, but judging by her actions with her son, I can't help but feel she's totally against me. If i need to elaborate, let me know. I would just like for some kind of input by someone who can see what's going on without being biased. Thank you so much!
  10. itsMEagain

    Feng Shui and 'fake' crystals

    Thanks! I appreciate the feedback! She actually came by today, she was in better mood, but i like the idea of the amethyst bracelet. I think she'd really like that. Thanks again!
  11. itsMEagain

    Feng Shui and 'fake' crystals

    I mean do the crystals have to be real quartz crystals? Or can they be those little things craft stores sale that look like crystals?
  12. itsMEagain

    Feng Shui and 'fake' crystals

    Ok, so I like to learn about feng shui. I haven't done any serious studying on the topic, I've just stuck my toe in a few places. ANYWAY!!! My stepdad recently passed and, naturally, my mom is having a difficult time dealing with it. A couple days ago I was sitting with her in her living room and she starts talking about how she feels, and her crying turns into sobbing. She's so freaking sad =( then her sadness turns to anger, she's so tired of people telling her, "it just takes TIME" "just give yourself some TIME" "TIME heals" and she's kinda shouting and cussing. Then, as I'm desperately searching around the room for a distraction, I found one! She has a corner that connects the back door to the dining area and it's aimed right at her! So I figured I'd get her a crystal to hang there, maybe it'll help, atleast with the anger!! So I just went to Michael's and bought this little string of beaded crystals, thinking I'm just gonna make mom so happy!! And it occured to me, do the crystals have to be real? I just kinda figured something to disperse the energy, you know? Do ya? I hope so! Please fill me in if you don't mind!! Thanks in advance, Melissa
  13. itsMEagain

    solar plexus healing

    hi there! i was recently informed that my solar plexus neaded some clearing up. I'd really appreciate some info on this. I'm assuming its the torso area. I'm also assuming I'm wrong!! How do I go about clearing this area up? What activities and/or feelings cloud it up? Can this make me physically sick? Thanks in advance! Me
  14. itsMEagain

    Offer from the novice!

    Thank you so much for the reading!! I have 3 kids, my oldest is 15, she is very smart. Everytime I complain about something, she tells me, "well it's not gonna change untill you do something about it!" I have a new friend, we've been friends for about a year now. She was born in 1986. Some of her actions leave me baffled and wondering what exactly her intentions are. Face to face, she tells me she has my back, I'd like to know if thats always true. Anything about what is being validated? My good friend is Kim, but I dont understand what she would have to do with my financial stability. maybe the k is for something else. As far as love affairs, big issues with my boyfriend. it has to do with his taxes. He said he hasnt recieved it yet, my gut tells me otherwise, so do some other things. Supposed to come on a certain day, i hope my gut is wrong, its been wrong b4, very wrong. Oh, and he recently lost his job. uuggghhh!!! Going to look into some exercises to clear up solar plexus! Thanks again! Love this!! Wishing the best to you and yours!!
  15. itsMEagain

    Offer from the novice!

    I'm ready when you are!
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