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Lady Moira

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  1. Lady Moira

    BROKEN HEART

    Hello Rainy Day! Your words opened a landslide of tears... hearing from you that he would have left no matter what, brings a strange kind of peace into my heart... does it sound weird? It is such a strange peace that stings my heart heavily... as if I had just heard that he died. I do not feel sorry (not now nor then) for his wife or kids.. . I know they will be fine. as a man, he was somewhat naughty if I am to believe what his widow says... still I miss my friend, the one I love so much.- I dreamt with him the night he died. I think that as his body was turning off he came to say goodbye. What I remember most vividly was him hugging me, I being a child and saying "I do not want to leave you, I do not want to go" and him saying" you need to go. it's time to wake up". My fahter died about two weeks later. we were stranged and we never had the opportunity to make amends or patch things up. However, I do not miss him. I miss my friend, so much I often wonder if I did not cling to him in an unhealthy way... lOL I am ranting so badly! I've never missed someone so much... my furkids demand attention...Ill be back later. But not leaving before saying, from the bottom of my heart and deepest part of my soul: Thank you. You gave me peace
  2. Lady Moira

    BROKEN HEART

    WOOOW I'l read it! wooow.... f she were any smart I would seriously consider it. haha but right now, after talking to her and even with all the doubts I have, it seems that he did die and that it was something that just had to be. I am more calm and at "peace" if you can say that. It has been one heck of an end of the year for me. Him dying then my estranged father (of course, his death caused chaos in my life....ugh) my father died about two weeks ago, of course, he died in the most stupid way... He had medical advice to take medication for a congestive heart disease he had, naturally, he did NOT take it... Then he developed a lung condition for which he needed oxygen and medication. He got the oxygen, but NOT the medication.... smart move,dumb ass.
  3. Lady Moira

    My Brother from Another Mother

    Hi There Thank you so very much. Yes, it shook me to my core.
  4. I met him over 10 years ago. My -then boss- wanted to hire a programmer and this guy was looking for more clients. we was just married to a mexican girl and had a small baby... So I organized an interview and he was hired. We spent many nights working together (remotely tho) getting a new company on its feet. We got nicknames. He was "nit" and I was "kow" because at some point at night we could barely see what it was that we were typing. so Not turned to nit and know turned to kow. Those where good days. Then my boss decided to sell the company. AKA "merge" and we stopped working together. He was offered a partnership and since what I do is management, I am "not needed" I was given a "mercy" position for a while. It hurt and I do feel some sort of resentment on that as I was never offered even a contract. anyway.... Too late he realized that it was a big mistake, but the damage was done and he was attacked from within the company. My boss turned into a friend I protected inside that company. My programming friend also became someone I would protect. Our friendship grew and we shared many things... personal things and professional ones. I learned that his wife was batshit crazy.... For a while she would just take a walk, whether it was the middle of the night or pouring rain, she would walk out of their home and go ---away--- leaving the newborn child alone. One time, she want to her crazy walk and when people stopped her she would tell them that my friend had beaten her and that he was threatening her life. I do not blame her for being crazy, that kind of craziness comes from the cradle or from the brain. In her case, I think a bit of both. Her mother more than once, attacked my friend slapping him, claiming he wanted to steal his wife's money. I want to say that HE made a 5 figure income a year just on the salary of the company, plus his own business. so he did not need anyone's money. Yesterday it was a week since she killed him and the reason i am writing this. On monday he started to feel pain. I chatted with him on tuesday, when he told me about monday and that he had gone to the hospital to get checked. There, the doctor told him that he wanted an ultrasound to rule out apendicitis as a potential problem due to the strength and location of the pain. currently, I have been let go from the company. My friend former boss and my bother from another mother talked about me and decided to protect me. so I was given a few clients to start a new office.- But as with any other new businesses, I need to grow it, so I am busy with that. On top of it I decided to learn japanese and next weekend I have an important exam, so I heard his news of the ultrasound, told him to be careful and forgot about it. It seemed routine and normal. I saw him online as hangouts lets you know when someone has been online or not. On Thursday around 3 pm, I saw him offline but since he's working out of his home, as he loved to do, I did not think much of it. We who work out of home, usually log out to tend to our offline lives. I remember I went to class on Friday morning and as I walked out of class I was contacted by former-boss and he asked me to reach out to my brother and his wife... as she said to him on a chat: "You are the only contact of work I have of his in my phone. I do not know how to tell you this. I did everything I could to help him." Then silence. I remembered that he had been going to the hospital for checkups and pre-surgical stuff from the ultrasound conversation. so I told him this and then I started to call the hospital main building and all their branches. He wasn't there either as a patient or a corpse. so I was hopeful. Two hours later, she replied to the constant and urgent calls from former-boss and said: "GP died this morning" My world came to a halt and a skip He was fine, he was taking care of things, he was under physician supervision... what on earth happened???? Then she said: "he died of a mesenteric trombosis. he started to feel sick on thursday so we spent all afternoon going back and forth from the house to the doctor. Late last night he started vomiting blood and breathed his last breath in my arms" I was: WHAT THE ######?=!?!?! I have learned this week that Mesenteric Trombosis happens and when it does, it HAS to be caught early otherwise it IS a death sentence. Former-boss was so mad, he said that if GP had been living in the USA he could have been saved. I learned that Mesenteric Trombosis is hard to notice because it is, as any other trombosis problem, quite silent. So no, I do not think for a moment that USa doctor are anywhere more magical than doctors anywhere in the world. BUT B.U.T. If he had already been feeling sick since monday, why on earth was she going back and forth from the house to the doctor??? Why did she NOT take him to the hospital where he was going so that his medical record can be used to save his life? She said that "they" decided to go somewhere else. I KNOW that he would not change his mind like that. UNless, the tending doctor was unavailable, which I do not think so. I believe that she took him a doctor's office instead of a hospital. I can understand a first time going to the doctor's office. Him in pain and then pain subsiding and then the doctor saying: "Ok, it seems to have passed. Let's continue treatment. CAll me or come if anything else happens". which is a fair standard in medical lingo. BUT If MY husband, the man I love dearest, is in pain a second time I AM NOT TAKING HIM TO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE. I am taking him to a hospital... IF NOT the one he wanted, ANY hospital will do. He bled to death... He breathed his last breath in her arms.... WTF? where were they? Why is no doctor there? Where is the crash cart, CPR? An ambulance? They were NOT in the far away place, they were living in a heavily populated area with a hospital within 10 minutes ride! If you start to vomit blood, yes, it will take you somewhere between 4-6 minutes to bleed out. In the aftermath she said: "I never saw him ill, I did not know he was in pain. I can't process it. my children are the reason I am still breathing" Now, please tell me I am crazy and she did not kill him. I can't say that she did so willingly or that she intended this to happen. but I can say that to me, IMHO she's the dumbest broad I know. and her ignorance and lack of interest killed him I can't press charges or ask for anything legal, she had him cremated the next day. More over, I am just a friend. My first thought was: I am going to talk about this to GP.... he'll say Im paranoid.... as I continue to work I realize I can't talk to him in the same anymore. I try to use my clairse sense, and more often than not I dismiss it thinking that it is my own sadness. I am still pretty mad at her. and I can't say I care about the children. But I do miss my brother....
  5. Lady Moira

    BROKEN HEART

    I do not want to influence anyone as anything you guys can tell me will be welcomed. However, I do understand that -some- information helps fine tune stuff so here is what it is: "he" died on thursday night-friday morning. "He" apparently came to say good bye friday morning "he" could have been saved, but someone ######ed up "he" said something, but I can't remember what. What I know about his death is this: He had been feeling pain since monday, on tuesday he went to the doctor to see what could be. The doctor asked for an ultrasound to rule out apendicitis. On Thursday afternoon he left work and he was feeling some pain. All night his wife took him back and forth to the doctor because of the pain. He started vomiting blood and stopped breathing in his wife's arms despite the fact that as a human I have 20,000,000 questions, and the fact that it hurts that I won't see him again... Here are some things I would like to know * is it that he's dead or is it that he left his wife and kids because he's fed up? (the second means he's alive somewhere).... * Did it hurt? * What is it that I am missing that you said/did not say friday morning? and if you contact him, just tell him to keep in touch, for real.
  6. Lady Moira

    The Way It Works...

    To me, I know that there are people who refer that they can see ghosts and spirits just as looking to someone else, upfront and without any other additional senses. Plain view works. IN MY CASE, it is not the way it happebns. I do see them, but when I am looking at them, is mostly as lookig at a memory ... You know, when you are dreaming or when you are very focused on remembering something from your past? That kind of memory looking. They do not appear as hazy or in a mist. However, the dark ones... people who died and did not realize it, or were afraid that they have died and refused to accept it, are often really strong dark that are very visible in the darkness. They irradiate some sort of "blue" or "not so dark" energy that helps them nontheless still I see them as I se4e something that I remember. I do not know if that will change or not. LOL However I do agree with you, If you see them, they see you
  7. Lady Moira

    Japanese Spirits....

    Hey guys. Has anyone experienced anything with Japanese spirits? Yeah, I can already see the question marks above your heads... I started watching anime a few weeks ago. I have always liked anime, but for one thing or another I had never ever checked it for real or with a serious aim. This time it is different, I got a subscription to an anime site and all. Well, I decided to start learning Japanese and have done a bit (really just a breeze through) of research regarding spiritual creatures. I mean I haven't done much research or anything in depth yet because what I have found is basically the same thing and since I still can't read japanese... Anyway, I decided to try it out and went to visit "Japan Heaven" of sorts. I was looking for a Yoku which is a 9-tailed fox. Yes, for many a Yoku will mean a demon, but for others it means a guardian and a guiding spirit. I would assume that, Japanese Mythology being on the other side of the world, being completely different from us and having still the idea and notion of the war-loving country it is, most of their mythology is viewed as demonic and war-loving. Well, tradition says that they are the devout servants of Inari, the Rice God. as I type this I realize I did see someone watching me from afar the very next day I contacted Yoku for the first time and I had not thought of looking online for what Inari looks like... Ok I did and while I do not remember it being the same it does have some resemblance... of course, it has been almost a week since the incident and I tend to be tremendously forgetful. Since then I have seen more spirits. Something that seems like an undine and a few others of light. However, and for those that might go forth and try it also, with the good comes the bad and I was attacked today by something very strong and very dark... it took me a serious cleaning to "rinse myself out", If you meddle and need to clean, please do so away from your loved one and in open sky. So I wanted to share this. :) Love your input. Peace and Blessings, all
  8. Lady Moira

    Any Insights?

    Thank you, Chamuel I have been terribly depressed about her transition. I can't believe the amount of sadness and the darkness that surrounds me. Not that I am actually surrounded by darkness. Nico and Rita, the new pups do keep my hands full, but, even now, at three months and counting of her transition, I still cry my eyes out and long for the day when I will be able to see her again...Not good, certainly not good... I know that it is mainly because we were never part from each other. Maybe just long enough for me to go to the grocery store and that was it. I know that my angelic friend is taking my form to mimic me while we are apart as a whole year is but a second on that other side... so all the years that I have pending on this incarnation will be but a minute or two where she is.... Anyway, thank you so much!
  9. Lady Moira

    Indigo Children

    it seems to me that the true essence of the "indigo" and "crystal" people is lost in the maremagnum that the media have created. I believe that many who aren't are trying or actually passing out as real things while the ones who are just do not care to advertise it. we are here with a mission, we need to do a job. We just go and do it, we do not advertise it. :) So in the end, as you guys say, being "indigo" is just a label like being brunnette or blonde; right?
  10. Lady Moira

    Any Insights?

    Hi Chamuel! Alana is a rottie, so she is black and brown, she did not have patches over her eyes. Pili indeed is a very clear cream color as she's 11 years old :) and Thank you so much for telling me that they are all surrounded by love, it makes me feel better. Alana is the only one of the four that lives across the Rainbow bridge... Hopefully she's not alone, but that is part of what I need to hear from someone else. What you tell me makes me also think that Alana is still around and near me, even if not in flesh. :) which soothes me. What else do you see?
  11. Lady Moira

    TAROT PRACTICES

    How good that sounds! :) wooohoooooo!
  12. Lady Moira

    Any Insights?

    Hey gang... this request is somewhat complicated and yet simple at the same time (Lol seems I am loosing my mind) I've done some consultation with spirit, but as usual I doubt of what I am receiving so I want to know what (if anything) any of you guys get. I will toss you some names and what were they, but nothing else so there is no tainting on whatever it is you pick up. could it be? naturally if you ask I will answer. Alana: Rottweiler Pili_ chihuahua-poodle mix Rita: Schnauzer mix nico: anatolian shepherd.
  13. Lady Moira

    my cat

    How is she doing? is she recovering?
  14. Lady Moira

    TAROT PRACTICES

    Hey, did I get everyone? I am wondering if anyone has any updated on the readings? something that might not have been very accurate then that it turns out to be somewhat more accurate now?
  15. Lady Moira

    Dog Died

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. It is always so hard... I will try and see what I tune in...
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