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    The Secret

    Has anyone seen the movie The Secret. I highly advise everyone to watch it. It is available on Netflix. The movie literally changed my way of thinking and how I view things. It changed my perspective on life. There is also a book too but my advice is too watch the movie. I feel like people retain information better if someone is telling them. WATCH IT :D
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    Job HELP

    I am REALLY struggling here. I cannot seem to get a job. I have done everything I can and have filled out sooo many applications. I don't know what to do. I am going hungry and I am not sleeping anymore. This is severely stressing me out. I need something. If anyone could see a potential job or job offer I would really appreciate it. Thanks
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    Guitar Hero and Cancer

    I am not sure.
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    Guitar Hero and Cancer

    I was in an electronics store and I started playing guitar hero. All of a sudden the back of the store changed into a hospital wing and there was a girl crying and saying things like why this was happening to her. I heard her say that no one was ever going to be a match and that she was just going to give up. I walked in there and I told her I'd give blood for the platelets? (Not sure if that's what I heard. So we were sitting there and then the nurse came back and said I was 90% match and we all cried and we all started dancing for joy. Then she asked me to lay down with her and so I did and she asked to hold my hand and I gave her my hand and she slowly let go and she kind of held her hand above mine, not touching, almost like we were creating a ball of energy together. Then I woke up.
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    Guitar Hero and Cancer

    I do play guitar in real life...not video games. lol. I was playing the night I had that dream and was writing new songs. That could be it. Now that I'm thinking about it... My dad plays guitar and he got me into it and he had cancer. He went to Kentucky a few days ago where my gpa was having surgery because of his cancer. So...
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    Guitar Hero and Cancer

    Definitely makes sense to me. I'm not really sure.. That dream has been with me all day. The thing that got me the most of the energy thing. Her touching my hand.
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    Psychiatric hospital

    I woke up from it about maybe 2 am. Idk where you are though so I couldn't tell ya the time difference.
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    Psychiatric hospital

    I had a plethora of dreams last night. If I had a couple days I'd type all of them but that's too much work. :lol: The one that really got me was one where I was in a hospital. I had gotten into an elevator with some girl and I guess a male doctor. I remember she said "What floor?" to the man and he said Floor number 7 below ground. I guess that was a solitary room where psychiatric patients were put for some reason. It was weird! So we get down there and it must had been at least an hour that just flew by and we hadn't done anything but stand there and she got to go back up to the main part of the hospital and I didn't. So after apparently 8 hours of being down there with this man I started to freak out. Hysterically crying saying I can't be down here like this. I can't do this, I can't do this. Just freaking out like the walls were enclosing on me but they weren't. It felt like to me that I was never leaving that room. Finally I got to go back up and my whole family was there waiting on me. We get to the car and there's no room for me and I'm like where do I sit and no one responded to me. Like I just wasn't there. Then my uncle tried moving around a bit and he had his laptop in his lap and the tip of the screen had just bent out of no where. Totally broke his laptop. Now that probably means nothing but it was so weird. Anyone think they can help me decipher this one? Lol
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    Psychiatric hospital

    Possibly! That's cool
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    Psychiatric hospital

    It was the night before I had the dream... Maybe my dream sent a charge or pulse to you. lol
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    Psychiatric hospital

    Then maybe it was! She wasn't scared or anything. She was like okay, lets do this!!
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    Random Stuff

    The past three nights I have had some intense dreams. It's just non stop. Last nights dream was that I has a bike and I was doing BMX tricks with it. Which I don't know how to do any of that. lol. Then I rode around for a bit and somehow I ended up driving my car to a house. My cousin was there and I was putting my stuff in her room and we were about to go to bed when her sister said that someone had tried to break into the house the night before. It freaked me out. That next day I had went to the gas station, where I am currently trying to get a job at, and this girl told me yesterday, in real life, that they were just waiting on my background check and it'll take about two weeks. So in my dream the manager had went up to me and asked me if anyone had told me if I got the job or not and I said no, because she didn't. I told her that she just told me that they were waiting on my background check and it was going to take two weeks. Apparently that was wrong of her to do because she fired me on the spot. She said that it was against there policy for an employee to tell someone who was applying the process of it all. I was crying like a baby, I had been trying so hard to get this job and it was taken from me instantly. The General manager was there and he was talking to me and I had just decided to walk home so he walked me halfway and he had felt really bad about everything that had happened. Now I do not know if that was a sign or what but I woke up like huh? lol. It was weird. These dreams have been getting intense, more than usual. It's starting to almost freak me out a bit. Like my sub conscious mind is going insane or doing really well in helping me. lol
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    Possible plane crash to Beijing

    I just feel water, cold water. I know that's not much and doesn't make sense just what I feel.
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    Psychiatric hospital

    Holy crap. Thank you!! That makes perfect sense. Thank you so much. I stopped telling my family and friends how I feel since it seems to get pushed back on me. Like everything is my fault since I moved. When I honestly think they're upset that I left and am trying to make a life for myself. Yeah, the isolation thing is so me right now. I don't know anyone here and I've basically been alone for almost a month. Just trying to get my thoughts and all together. I know I should get out and do something but I don't know where anything is and I should drive around but I don't have money for gas right now and I live in the middle of no where. lol. The girl was short, she had dark hair, and she had brown eyes. :)
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    A sign, maybe

    I am :)
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    A sign, maybe

    I have said for many years I was going to get off the drugs and to quit smoking cigarettes. Well, :). I did! I have been clean, 3 weeks tomorrow from drugs and it'll be 6 days tomorrow that I quit smoking cigarettes. An angel healing? I don't know. I was rushed to the ER 7 days ago because of an ice pick pain in my lungs. Turns out I had an infection in my lungs from tobacco chemicals. I haven't had anymore pain since I quit smoking. I feel great. I am grateful that I actually had the opportunity to be strong minded and quit. :)
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    I know what I want but just doing

    Thanks. I hope so too!!
  18. I want to be an actress. It's what makes me feel happy and makes me feel very in tune with myself. I can't do anything else, honestly I can't. LOL. I'm awful at anything else I do. It just seems like I am meant to be an actress. Like the title says, I know what I want but just doing. I have done things to put myself out there and it wasn't good enough apparently and that's okay. I just feel like I deserve a fair shot just like anybody else. Maybe that's asking too much in this world. I don't know. All I know is that I can be broke and homeless for the rest of my life but as long as I get to act I would be sincerely content. It takes money and a lot of time to actually succeed as an actress. I have the time, just not the money. I can't find a job. I've done interviews, drove around crying looking for places to apply to, I've done it all and nothing. It's very frustrating because I'm trying so hard and feeling like I've gotten no where. I have my whole life ahead of me and it's starting out this way. LOL. I know I have great things ahead of me. It's just hard to keep a level head when you get shot down every time. My family doesn't like the idea of my being an actress. I have no support from anyone. I'm totally alone on this. That makes it harder but I am going to prove them wrong. I just hate that someone you care for so much tells you it's "Unattainable" "Crazy" "You'll never make it" "Do you know how many people try" Yeah well at least they try! I'm not going to work the rest of my life breaking my back at a dead end job that I am not happy with. It's not in me to do so. I literally cannot do it. I cringe just even thinking about it. I don't want to end up that way. I want to spend the rest of my life doing what I love and living for nobody but myself. I want to make me happy. I am tired of making other people happy and living my life for someone else. It stops now. I take back my life.
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    All My Past Life

    All my past life is mine no more, The flying hours are gone, Like transitory dreams given o'er, Whose images are kept in store By memory alone. What ever is to come is not, How can it then be mine? The present moment's all my lot, And that as fast as it is got, Phyllis, is wholly thine. Then talk not of inconstancy, False hearts, and broken vows, Ii, by miracle, can be, This live-long minute true to thee, 'Tis all that heaven allows. John Wilmot
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    A Life Stolen

    I like that a lot PG. Thanks for posting that.
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    Why and will?

    There's the woman that I keep dreaming about. We've never met and it's actually kind of driving me crazy because I feel like I don't sleep when I dream of her. So I've been extremely exhausted the past week. I don't know what it is. Or why I'm dreaming of her. It's quite odd and I do want to know why I am dreaming of her. I was just wondering if I will ever meet her. Her birthday is December 17, 1974, if that helps any. Thanks.
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    Mooanderings

    You'll be fine :) Glad you're doing well in school!!!! :)
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    Pictures

    No panda. :)
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    Pictures

    What kind of pictures do I have in my room. Whether they be in frames or on my wall. Go ahead and take a guess. Should be fun.
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    message for somebody?

    Actually, I grew up with a Charles. LOL. I totally forgot about him. Until his birthday a couple days ago. Interesting.
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