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  1. Nana1987

    Has someone done black magic on me?

    Thank you Angel Soul, I appreciate you sharing your beliefs with me and explaining the work that you do. Also, just taking the time to answer to me, read my story and try to understand where I'm coming from. I think that the exercise of writing 5 positive things daily can be very helpful to keep us focused on the positive side of things and be even more thankful. This can definitely help us get through our daily routines feeling better than if we were focused more heavily on the bad things, and over time, I can see how this can result in developing more gratitude, patience and even lead to better decision making because you are in a clearer and more positive mind set. I also think this exercise can be used by anyone regardless of creed. I have experienced and defined God in a different way (we both seem to think of God in a loving and positive way, and I also understand God to be the spirit or energy of love and wisdom, our interpretations of God don't seem too different, although I don't see him/her as abstractly, but more like a being). From my perspective, this exercise goes in line with what God would want me as a human to do. So I will definitely give it a try, I think it can help me grow and be a better person and help me with my relationship with God. I will try it out :)
  2. Nana1987

    Has someone done black magic on me?

    Thank you Angel Soul! I look forward to your answer tomorrow, have a good night! :angel: :woofpup:
  3. Nana1987

    Has someone done black magic on me?

    Hi Angel Soul, Thank you for taking the time to answer my question. I don't think my question was clear based on your answer, even though I know it was a well-intentioned, positive answer. I mentioned these women because after feeling a little down the other day, i was thinking, "am I cursed or something?". I don't really believe in amulets or superstitions and I pretty much just pray to God and put my life in his hands completely, accepting his will and trusting him. I know, that sometimes that means enduring hardship rather than prosperity right off the bat. Not as a means for punishment, but as a means to learn by experience (we can grow bitter during difficult times or we can actually become more humble, less judgemental, more compassionate and learn to be more patient). When I formulated my question, I tried to think outside the box, to the point of questioning if perhaps my bad luck has been caused by factors that I hadn't considered before, and that's when I thought of black magic when I saw the "Spells & Rituals" section of the forum. Nevertheless, it's not something that really crosses my mind and the only people that I could associate with magic were those ladies (the rest of the people I know are atheists, Christians, or secular Jews, who do not really talk or believe in magic). Other than that, they've never truly crossed my mind. So, I just wanted to know if there was the possibility of someone having done some black magic on me, and your answer, which in one word was "no", makes perfect sense. However, as for the rest of the answer, I generally look at the good things in my life too, and place a lot more emphasis on the positive things than the negative ones. I pray to God to thank him, to get to know him, to ask for wisdom and to ask for blessings for the ones I love, but I rarely ask for anything else (I don't pray for a husband as I believe that is up to God, I don't pray for a job, I don't pray for prosperity, but perhaps I do indirectly pray for health when I thank him for it and lately I do ask him for a break if it is his will or to give me strength and understanding). That being said, I don't really think my problems are due to an ungrateful and negative attitude. I admit, I feel quite a lot of peace at home, this is the biggest blessing God has given me this year, but when it comes to work, I currently work for some people who are very negative, critize everything, never give positive feedback to any of the employees (and it's only 7 people in the office), they mumble good morning when they get to the office and don't smile, and put a lot of pressure without providing appropriate training, offering guidance or answering questions. My compensation is fair (nothing astronomical or jaw dropping though) and this year I got an excellent raise after only 8 months in the company. Even then, my boss explained how I would never get positive feedback because what was the point of telling me that I was doing something right, when truly only the criticism was important for "improvement", and he also believes that the more hours you spend at the office the better (even when there is nothing to do, he has imposed long hours and loves to give projects during the end of the day). Even though I dont have financial troubles (a combination of luck and organization), i am not rich and i dont make anything crazy, but I feel extremely happy and content with my current compensation, and even if i made tons of money or 6 figures, I'm not crazy about money as long as I can have a good and safe home to live in and food to sustain myself. I don't like to shop, I don't really wear make up, and I am a rather simple person. I just feel miserable most of the time at this job, and being that as an adult I spend so much time at the office, it's hard not to notice it. The thing is, I keep falling into weird jobs like this one, in another job, my boss kept harassing me telling me that I was too good for the job and that I should start looking for a new job because I wasn't going to get a raise or promoted if I stayed there because there were no opportunities in the company, when I didn't look for a new job, then she started looking for ways to criticize my job and sabotage it (she was not the person who hired me, the person who hired me was promoted and 3 months into the job this crazy boss got hired and she started telling me these things since the first week she was in the position). So I've never had money troubles (even though I've never been rich), but I don't see most people ending in a line of weird job situations one after another (now I look like a job hopper and even if I get a new job, I have become extremely cautious because I definitely want stability and don't want to end up working in toxic environments anymore). Perhaps i was actually too naive and positive when i first started in this career, which actually led me to fall into these situations, and the experience has actually made me become more analitical and careful when i take my next step. Also, when it comes to personal relationships, I have been very lucky in the sense that i have been surrounded by good people, but things just haven't worked out and I always end up being with people in the weirdest of situations. For example, my ex (not the one related to the ladies who did magic), he ended up having a terrible accident, broke all of his facial bones, was unconscious in the hospital, and since we were married at the time it was a huge responsibility for me to endure. I was 25 and I was responsible for him, my job, the bills, a mortgage, school, etc., for almost an entire year while he recovered (he is still my friend and now leads a good healthy life, I am glad I was there for him when he needed me, but it was a lot of hard work and difficult for me to endure). So is there anything besides just being positive (which I already practice)? Is it that I need to be more cautious? Is it simply a test from God to strengthen my character? Will the coming years be more stable and peaceful? Was I a jerk in a past life and is this simply karma getting back at me? I mean this actually seems comical to me when I think about it abstractly, maybe I ask for too much, I don't know what to think.
  4. Nana1987

    General Reading

    I just wanted to add that I incurred an unexpected expense which will show on my c.c. statement for November. This was very spot on about the budgeting (and I am super organized and great with budgeting), even though I was already expecting some extra expenses around the end of the year (Nov-Dec), this additional expense really confirms the reading. Thank you again Nigel!
  5. I don't know if anyone could help me out with this, but the past almost 10 years have been extremely difficult for me. If I were a selfish and terrible person then it would make sense, but although I am a human and have many flaws, I am generally kind, hard working, persistent and considerate towards others. The things that have happened to me have put me in difficult and weird situations that keep affecting my life to this day (perhaps it's just karma, and I was the biggest jerk in a previous life). If these had not happened to me and I heard them from someone else I would probably misjudge them (just like it happens to me now with the people who aren't close to me, because those close to me actually can't believe how resilient I have been and can't believe my bad luck, and feel sad about it because they know me to be a good person). In particular, this has affected my career, although romantic relationships haven't been so favorable to me either, but specially I am affected at the career level right now. My question is, is this due to black magic from someone who doesn't like me? An ex from 10 years ago has a sister who didn't like me and he has told me that she is into magic. He has also gone through a lot of bad things in the past 10 years, very undeservingly, and bad things that don't happen to the average person (that's when he told me his half sister and step mom were into magic and he thinks the step mother might have done magic on him). So whether this is due to magic or karma, when will the bad luck spell end? And how can I start turning things around? Also, does anyone see good things finally happening and things stabilizing soon? I'm just so fed up at this point and I just want a break... if even for a few years, but I just feel like so disappointed, mistreated and cheated out of life, even with good intentions and as much as I try to be persistent and have a positive attitude. Thank you!
  6. Nana1987

    General Reading

    Hi Nigel, Thank you so much for taking the time to do the reading and also explaining what Sinaga meant with the broken glass wall vision. I already have a budget in place, so I'm already ahead of the game :) and it makes sense that during the holidays the money could be a little tight, but I think I'm pretty prepared for it. It seems to be a good omen the broken glass wall as a breakthrough of an obstacle. I'm ready for a little "break" in the next few years. My 20's have required a lot of effort, discipline and responsibility and now I truly desire that my 30's will be more about harvesting some of the fruits of such efforts. I hope to live slower in the years to come.
  7. Nana1987

    General Reading

    Hi Sinaga, what do you mean by broken glass wall? I'm not sure if this is some expression I've never heard or just something that represents my future :blink:
  8. Nana1987

    General Reading

    Thank you so much Nigel!
  9. Nana1987

    General Reading

    Hi Nigel, Good question, I just used the usual form for the USA, so it would be February 1st (in my native country it would be the other way around, but didn't think of it before). :)
  10. Nana1987

    General Reading

    Hi, I haven't been around for some time, I hope everyone is doing great. Just for fun, would anyone want to give me a general reading? If it helps, my dob is 2/1/87. Thank you so much! :) :angel:
  11. Thank you, I thought it was probably something like what you both just explained. Is there a way to tell apart what things you have control and what other things you don't have control of? Like for example, do you have control about who you marry or is this something that's usually destined? You would have control about your attitude and how to react to situations, but does your behavior today affect the karma in this life or does it affect the karma on the next life? I understand no one knows all the answers in this physical realm, but have any of you come to understand this concept in a deeper way? I also know that even if you didn't really do anything bad on a past life you might choose to go through hardships to learn from them and grow in compassion, so that's why you shouldn't just judge and that it is okay to lessen the burdens of others. I think this makes sense, especially when you think about great masters that have encountered a lot of difficulties like Jesus, Gandhi, even the Dalai Lama... but you probably see it too on regular people. So you never know for sure if they are paying their karma (which happens a lot) or if they are trying to experience something they haven't for the purpose of spiritual growth. I know I'm too curious, thank you for your help.
  12. I was feeling blue yesterday and even a little blue today. I know is normal to feel happy sometimes and sometimes down, that's how I've been feeling as of lately. The problem is that I'm feeling really demotivated, I believe my own advice about never giving up, but I no longer know where to turn. I'm not saying this from a stance of entitlement, it is because I've worked so hard and put so much effort that I feel demotivated because I still don't see the fruits. Everyone acknowledges that I'm smart, that I work very hard, and many say that I'm a good person. I just don't know anymore, I don't understand why I've encountered so many obstacles and so much resistance. I mean I know why, I understand that it has helped me to build character, but I feel like I no longer know where to turn. That being said, I keep seeing that sometimes when people least expect it they simply find their destination. I'm not saying that they didn't work hard in the process, but even if they have been working hard luck eluded them but then something big happened and things just aligned without them actually having caused the big event that changed their lives. At the same time, some people get good opportunities all of the time, I've seen this too, is like life keeps presenting them with their destiny. For instance, when my brother and I were young a psychic told my mom that my dad wasn't going to be the love of her life, that he wasn't the one for her and that she was going to move to a foreign country and marry a foreign man. My mom didn't believe any of this because she had two young children, was head over heels in love with my dad (who was never a good loving husband to her), and she felt trapped in a bad situation because she married my dad too young and while he was a professional she left university mid-way her studies to marry my dad and move to another city. When she tried to go back to school she already had us and my dad was totally unsupportive of her efforts and always controlled her with the finances. She felt that she depended on my dad and since she had never built a career she felt hopeless. However, years later my mom had an accident when I was 11 and she almost died and after that something changed in her mind (nothing else changed). Without having to do anything her destiny unfolded as the psychic had told her and within 2 years opportunities came her way without her looking for them. She ended up moving to the US with a tourist visa and already had a job waiting for her cleaning houses, there she met her husband and they have been married for 15 years and are still happy and in love. She still cleans houses and this has allowed her to be an independent woman, and her husband has his own painting business (we live near Palm Beach, so these jobs are actually not bad at all here). I have encountered other similar stories, and I just kinda feel like, well... what does this mean for me? Should I just accept my losses and just be okay with whatever comes because my destiny will be the way it's supposed to be, or do our actions significantly change our destiny?
  13. Nana1987

    Tell me your most interesting dreams... just for fun

    Nigel, I just read your other post about the lady you saw during meditation, so I hope your lady gets to meet you very soon. :love: Posibilities, I'm also glad that many of your fears have been shed away, and that your new dreams are about more positive things or more normal things that you do during your daily routine. Fears are our worst prison and you are proof that they might even hunt you while you sleep. Chamuel, that dream about the baby sounds very positive to me because of two reasons: 1)You felt comfortable, happy and confident. The way you feel in your dream is part of how you need to interpret it. This is great. 2)Babies are usually signs of hope, new possibilities, renovation, opportunities, life, love and so many other good things. I found this interpretation online, and I took away the parts that your irrelevant to your dream: "Dreaming of holding a baby is analogous to holding onto an earlier part of your life where you felt more depended on and more needed. To see a baby in your dream signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you dream that the baby is smiling at you, then it suggests that you are experiencing pure joy. You do not ask for much to make you happy. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential. To dream that a baby is walking or dancing refers to the potential and possibilities that life has in stored for you. The future looks bright. The dream may also be a metaphor that you need to take baby steps in your relationship, toward your goal, in a work project or whatever undertaking. If you have a baby in real life, then the dream is a reflection of your hopes for that baby."
  14. Nana1987

    Tell me your most interesting dreams... just for fun

    Wow! thanks for sharing those dreams! Nigel... did you ever meet the soul mate of your dream with the name that was shown to you? Posibilities... I would've been pretty scared with those dreams too! I am glad you stopped having them, and it is interesting to know your interpretation of them. I also thought that last dream was very freaky. I hope you're having sweeter dreams these days though :angel:
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